May 4, 2013

OHHYEAAAAHH! Nakapag-enroll na me! :))) Section CA Room 203 Yr1-trim :) hihi. Excited much na ko pumasok kasi may baon na ulit, makakagala na ko ulit, at makakaporma pa ko! Wala kasing uniform e kaya cool. Haha. Magiging classmate ko nga pala yung crush ko si CJ Villarin. Sana marami akong classmate na GWAPOOOO! :""""> SANA :<

Kekwento ko lang nung nagpa-enroll ako nung May 2, nakita ko sa hallway may naglalandian. HAHA PBBTeens kagad e! XD Kaya lang walaa kong nakitang gwapo nung time na nun. Mukhang di mabubusog ang mga mata ko ah? Isa lang gwapong nakita ko nun. Kaya lang kapitbahay ko yun. Malas ko lang, kasi nakaaway ko sya. =___= Huhu bati na tayo ;((((((( Nung nag Campus Tour ako, maganda rin naman yung Facilities. Aircon e! XD  Tapos may Gym sya. Maliit nga lang. :/ Gusto ko magtry-out para sa Volleyball at sa ibang clubs. Dito ko lang kasi natanung kung ano yung other clubs e. Pero ayos lang. Sa pasukan nalang. ALAM NYO BA?!! MONDAY at WEDNESDAY DARE-DARETSO SCHED KO! OO! WALANG BREAK! Kainis no? >//< Depende daw sa prof kung magpapa-break/labas ng maaga. It Sucks I know.

Saturday nga pala ngayon kaya bored ako -____- BRB GONNA KILL MYSELF.








-Dacielle♥

Koike Teppei *u* My Japanese Boyfriend :">

Inspirational~

May 1, 2013 *Be Nice to People*

    It's May 1, 2013 babeeeh! Labor Day ngayon. 26 days before magpasukan. sa May 27 na kasi pasok ko e, magiging busy na ko nun for sure -__- Pero okay lang, at least may baon na ulit ako ^__^V Excited na ako and at the same time kinakabahan. Bakit? Kasi sa 1st day, I'll introduce myself in front of my new blockmates. 2nd, makikipag-kaibigan nanaman ako sa mga panibagong nilalang sa mundo na hindi ko pa nakikilala. 3rd, mamimiss ko mga kaibigan ko dati, and last, I dont know how to be nice to other people. Yes mabait ako, makulit, palabiro, palatawa, at panget. haha pero.. di ako masyadong nakikihalubilo sa ibang tao. Why? Cause I simply hate them. More Dramas, Bitches bitching around, etc. Siguro sa lalaki nalang muna ako makikipag kaibigan para less dramas, right? But it doesnt mean na malandi na ako kasi sa lalaki ako gustong makipagkaibigan. Well, gusto ko rin kasi matupad yung "100 things I want to do before I die" At isa dun ang magkaroon ng Bestfriend na lalaki. Kasi, enjoy silang kasama. Well ganun din naman sa babae pero pag sa lalaki kasi, hindi ka nila ijujudge. Pag nagshare ka sa kanila ng problem mo, hindi sila manghuhusga, they'll just listen to your pointless dramas. haha Parang unfair ba? Yun kasi talaga wish ko eh, magkaroon ng Guy Bestfriend. And para matupad yan, I need to be nice, and boyish? Not really. I just need to be myself, that's all.

Na-try ko na to. When I was a Sophomore, I never thought that I'll fell in love with him. At first, I kept it as a secret. Cause I dont want to destroy our friendship. And he treated me as his own daughter and I treated him as my Daddy. (Yeah, He's Rap Lacson :">) But when I really cant help it to hide it anymore, I confessed  to him. I dont know if he's feeling the same way, but I can feel it. But, there's something happened. I dont want to tell this but I have to. Kailangan kong ibulgar ang Darkest Secret ko. Here it goes.

Nung 2nd year high school ako, patay na patay talaga ako kay kuya rap, at nalaman kong lagi sya nagsisimba sa St. Andrew. Sooo, nagsimba ako dun. Nagkaroon ako ng crush dun si Japs Ventosa. He's really handsome. But, di ko alam na iba pala sya. Maginoo pero medyo bastos. He kissed me on the lips torridly in the church. At first, I thought I liked it. But because of that stupid careless that I've done, everything changed. Nagalit sakin si kuya rap. sabi nya "akala ko iba ka sa mga babaeng nakapaligid, hindi pala. Nagkamali ako ng pagkilala sayo." That sentence teared me apart. Ang sakit! Kasi at that point, he's about to court me! Matutupad na sana yung Fairytale love story naming dalawa. At first, sinisisi ko si Japs sa nangyari. Pero I was wrong. Ako ang tunay na may kasalanan. Ginusto ko yun kaya nangyari yun. ANG TANGA KO! SOBRA! >_<  Nawala saakin ng parang bula ang taong mahal ko. Masakit. Sobra.

>>>P.S.- Maya nalang ulit ako mag-uupdate ng kadramahan ko. 1:34pm palang naman e. At I'm sure marami pang mangyayari sa araw ko ngayon. Sana<<

-Dacielle</3

April 30, 2013

Last day of April. May, Please be good to me :) I hope everything will be alright now. Nakakasawa na kasi e. I kept asking to myself, "Can I live without Happiness? Can I live with Sadness?" Haay, ang drama ko no? haha kaya ko naman ginawa tong blog para may mapaglabasan ako ng ka-dramahan ko sa katawan e. Kung di ko kasi ilalabas ang saloobin ko baka sumabog nalang ako bigla! Haha. 

I'm not pretty nor beautiful. Pero may nagkakagusto parin sakin. Siguro sa Sense of Humor ko? Well, namana ko yun sa parents ko. Yung Father ko malakas sense of humor and ganun din Mother ko  and her family. Kaya siguro, magaling ako magtago ng nararamdaman ko. Why? Cause even I'm hurt or in pain, I still smile and laugh. I dont like expressing myself to others. I want them to know that I'm a happy person who doesnt mind my problems cause I have God beside me. Ayoko kasi ng kinakaawaan ako. 

Haha d'you know what? I'm almost crying right now. Kasi yung ex boyfriend ko kasi pinagbibintangan akong nagsinungaling sa kanya kaya ako nakipagbreak sa kanya. but I wont do anything like that. I have a reason why I broke up with him. Well, 1st because I need to focus on my studies. 2nd I cant have want I want if I have a boyfriend and 3rd my feelings for him faded away. I dunno why. But I dont see anyone yet. 

Oh! may nanliligaw pala sakin. Pinsan ng bestfriend ko dati si Cie (until now naman e, medyo nalayo lang loob ko sa kanya.) Di pa naman totally nanliligaw, sinabi palang nya. haha! Assuming, pero di ko sya sasagutin. Siguro after college na. So yeaaah.

I feel down right now. Kasi di ako pinapansin ni Appa ;(( huhu I miss him na :( sana maging okay na kami. Haay magbebreak din sila ni Fortune cookie nya, haha. Forbidden Love? Parang ganun nga yung sitwasyon, kaya lang, di nya ako mahal :( Sakit no? Mas masakit sakin to kasi since 2nd year pa ko may gusto sa kanya pero di nya ako pinapansin. Haha sabi nya sakin dati na nagkagusto sya sakin and he's about to court me, kaya lang may nangyari kaya di na nya tinuloy. Haay, ang tanga ko kasi nun e. Bakit ba? Ano bang malay ko nun nene pa ko nun e. Kaya nagawa ko yung bagay na pagsisisihan ko at ikakagalit nya. I'm young and foolish. But now, I'm nott he old Dacielle anymore. I know things, alam ko ang tama at mali. At alam kong tamang maghintay sa kanya until my last breathe. I love him .. SO MUCH! Napatawad nya na ko dun sa pagkakamali ko, pero di na naibalik yung dating kami. 






-Dacielle♥

April 29, 2013

Today, was not really fun day. BUT my "Daddy Rap Lacson" texted me for some reasons. I felt many emotions right now. Anger, loneliness, happiness, love, pain etc. I just missed him .. SO MUCH! Well, I hated him because 2 years ago, we're so close to each other. He's a Senior in that time and I'm a Sophomore. We promised to each other that we'll attend each other's Graduation. And because he's graduating, I attended he's. But when I'm graduating, he didnt attend mine. I'm really angry to him because of that. But now, I'm fine because he told me the reason why he didnt attend my graduation. (cause his friend got in an accident) And yeah, i forgive him :) We're okay now. And d'you know what? After 7 years, we might be together now. I mean boyfriend/girlfriend thingy. I've been in love with the only guy for 2 effin years! Yeah, I had some boyfriends but I never stopped loving him. I love him soooo much that it hurts! </3



And oh! Enough drama's! I asked my mom if can have a Motorcycle so I can use it when I'm going to school. But she doesnt like motor cause it's delicate. I might be on an accident if I ride that. Well, she has a point. Then, I asked her if I can have a tattoo at the back of my neck. She's against but it cause if I want to go to abroad, I must not have a tattoo because it'll affect my medical test. And now, I'll ask them for a Skateboard. Why? 1st. Because I want to. 2nd. Because I LOVE guys who knows how to skate. 3rd. I always fell in love to them. 4th. because my "Daddy Rap" knows how to skate :) (When I asked him to teach me how to skate, he said that he wont allow me to. Because it's delicate and I might get bruises.) But I really want to! Yepp, I'm stubborn :D




-Dacielle♥

Yeoboseyo! I Created this blog for my Online Diary. Lol by the way, I'm starting to learn how to speak korean's language. Because I just want to. :) Haha, cause it's fun to speak in other language. English and Tagalog is boring. I want anotheeeeer!!!